My Heart’s Outcry (part 1)
bitter and sweet..
that was it.. my love.. my very short spring love..
you are gone..
you left me alone.. broken heart and torn apart..
well, I guess..
that’s it..
it’s over..
you were like the breeze at dawn..
very sweet, lovely and charming..
you went quitely right into me..
and yet, the moment I felt you’re with me, you’re gone already..
without I knew it..
you were like a dice of sugar..
which I put into a cup of coffee..
by the time I took a sip..
you are melted already..
leaving me behind with your sweetness..
and yet, it’s so bitter..
the trace of you..
I can see it every where..
as if it were just yesterday..
your eyes, your smile, your laugh..
your lip, your nose, your eyebrow, your ears..
your smell..
it’s there.. it’s every where..
all over this city, in all the streets we went through..
in every part of my room..
in every corner of my brain..
in every beat of my heart..
so tell me..
tell me..
how should I forget you?
how should I get over you?
you said you don’t want to hurt me anymore..
but why am I in so much pain right now?
why?
you said it’s for my sake..
but why I feel like every part of me is falling into pieces?
why?
Heidelberg, July 2nd, 2011
Jes
