You used to be my honey..
sweet were you..
and a little bit bitter..
but you enriched this cup of hot milk of my life..
and now..
it’s bland..
and tasteless..
You used to be my baby..
your laugh brightened up my day..
and you lying in my arms was everything I needed..
always wanted to take care of you..
always wanted to see you..
hearing your voice was like pouring fresh water on my body after every long tiring day..
looking into your eyes always felt like.. dear, I am home..
inside your arms was the safest warmest place on earth..
and your smell.. was the air I breathed to live..
yet now..
you are nowhere to be found..
I thought..
I saw you.. but no, it was just my illusion..
I felt like..
I touched you.. but no, it was only the cold glas covering our picture..
it wasn’t you..
and I am alone here..
with all memories of us floating in my head..
crunching my heart.. bit by bit..
Heidelberg, July 3rd, 2011
Jes
