Do you know that it’s so hard for me right now?
Do you know how many nights I’ve spent crying over you?
Do you know it?
Do you really know what you have done to me?
Do you really want me to get hurt this much?
Isn’t there even a little bit love for me left in your heart?
Isn’t there even a little bit hope left for me to stay by your side?
Don’t we love each other?
So why can’t we be together?
Why?
And do you think I am that strong?
Do you think I am OK right now?
How do you think I spend my day with?
How do you think I should move on?
Tell me!
Tell me!!
Tell me!!
Is there really really not even a little bit chance that we could be together again?
I promise you.. I’ll do better.. I’ll do well.. I’ll give in..
Just don’t leave me..
I don’t think I could really live like this..
I think my self is dying.. a little bit more with every clock ticking..
…
really..
can’t you come back?
Heidelberg, July 3rd, 2011
Jes
